| "i'm not a perfect person...there's many things I wish I didn't do..." |
[May. 17th, 2004|09:41 am] |
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| | "The Reason" -Hoobastank | ] | Well here's a small clip of that video I did for Houston Calls. It just happens to be the love or sex scene. HaHaHa! Lemme know what you guys think.
Also I don't think I'm going to Florida for the summer anymore. I talked to this lady who use to work at Fleet with me and she's the manager at another bank now. She has a full time opening and she wants me to work there. I'm friends with her so I know she will be understanding with me about my schedule changes and when I need time off. I think it's what I should do now, instead of going to Florida when I'm not financially ready, even though I wanna go so bad. I know my sissy isn't financially ready either so it's probably best for the both of us if we wait till maybe next summer. Hopefully my ate' and doodles will come too. It will be a good experience when we have the money.
This long semester is finally over, definitely my worst semester ever. I hope my grades are decent. I have to start my summer class, intensive spanish 1 and 2, next week. It's two semesters(8months) of spanish rolled into 4 weeks. Can not wait! HaHa. |
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| "look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile and she will be loved" |
[Apr. 28th, 2004|04:37 pm] |
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| | "She will be Loved" -Maroon 5 | ] | I just haven't felt like updating this thing lately, but I just got done reading some random kid's journal and I was inspired.
I will most likely be spending my entire summer, after I finish up my summer class at the end of June, in Florida. My sister, Glo, lives down there now so hopefully she is gonna help me find an apartment and a bartending job where she is working. If not, I'm sure I will have no problem finding a bartending job when I get there. The best part is that sissy is most likely going to come with me. I really hope everything works out for us and we definitely go. I really don't feel like being here this summer. I need something new and a change for a while. I think this is gonna be the best thing for me and Jennafa this summer. We will get nice paying jobs, a nice place to live for a couple months, and we are gonna party hard. We are gonna be in Orlando but ofcourse we will probably want to take a drive to Miami for a weekend or whateva. I'm sure we will be doing a lil traveling around Florida. I can see us making lots of friends and having a really good time. I wonder if we will ever come back. HaHa. I figure, we are young and have no obligations and need to do something different like this. I'm quitting my job at the bank in June. I'm not really worried about when I come back. I never really think about the future and I'm sure I will be fine anyways. Once I get the bartending experience, it will be easier to get a job here in jersey. If I feel like working at a bank again, which I highly doubt, it should be easy gettin a job in that department too.
I think me and jen are gonna meet up tomorrow nite after my nite class to discuss this further.
I'm really excited about this and am ready for whatever it brings:) |
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| "my salsa makes all the pretty girls wanna dance and take off their underpants, my salsa..." |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|04:37 pm] |
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| | Cassidy | ] | Spring Break is officially over :( Blah!
Well St Patty's Day was a hit as usual. It snowed but nothing a little liquor didn't take care of. We mixed our drinks and headed to nyc to the festivities. I'm not sure that I took as many pictures as usual. I drank a little more than I should have and felt nauseous for a couple hours(hot dogs?). It was all worth it though. HaHa.
Random Memories *begging the bouncer of Lace to let us see naked ladies *Jen and the nice asian man on the train *bum on the train: "Erin Go Braugh!" *Mary taking good care of Sarah during her time of need *Jen's jag *Uncle John once again *stealing the ladies candle at St Patrick's cathedral *Did you make a donation? *i just wanted to pee in the church *hot dog pieces *jen, we definitely ate pizza in the city *we forgot to go to the porn shop
Love St Patty's Day! Love BK rice balls! Love Sister and Mary and Andrea! Can't wait til next year.
Also this past week, I finally got to see Mystic River. Really good movie.
On Saturday, I went shopping in the city with Ate', Aimee, and Jenn. I bought two shirts. We couldn't freakin hail a cab to canal street so we went home soon after. For dinner we went to Red Robin. The food was really good. We must hit up that place again some time. Then later on that nite, we went to Riverstreet ofcourse. We did a lil pregaming then headed out. It was an ok nite, I had a fun time but we've definitely seen better nites there. The von dutch was a hit once again. I don't get it. It's just a hat, but it does wonders. HaHaHa. Love Von Dutch! I need to get another one so I can switch up the colors every now and then.
Mary was suppose to come to Riverstreet with us but she hurt herself and couldn't attend. :( I was saddened. I was looking forward to partying with the mary. Well I heard a rumor that this Friday is the opening of my favorite club ever: Sandbar in Jersey city. Hopefully Mary will come along this time. I can't wait, I love that place.
I'm actually typing this at work right now so looks like I'm back to the real world. Tomorrow is back to school. BLAH! I wanna be on spring break forever. If only... |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|09:34 pm] |
Tomorrow is St Paddy's Day! YES! CAN NOT WAIT. 4th year anniversary! Time for us to run around the city with our "snapple". I'm excited to see the randomness that occurs. |
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| taken from lauralatham |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|09:46 am] |
If you've had LJ for over a year, look back to one year ago today and link back to and quote from your entries of that day.
If you have had LJ for more than one year, go back for the same day for each past year and quote for them as well.
If you've had LJ for under a year, quote from the first month you had LJ and then halfway through the time you've had it.
March 1, 2001
ok so Temptation Island last nite...I cried when billy and mandy said they were gonna be together and they were huggin and crying. lol i couldnt help it...
And yes I am still this corny.
March 2, 2002
Meeting him changed so many things in my life and for the better. I mean, some of the freakin assholes and losers that I use to talk about in my journal...guys I would never even think about dating for a long period of time. I know I shouldn't have any regrets but my goodness I DO!
March 6, 2003
On a good note, 12 days until we leave for South Beach. I can't freakin wait to get away from this weather and hit the hot beach. We are gonna have the time of our lives on this trip. I can feel it already. I wish it was last year right now. Getting ready for WMC in South Beach. Ahhhh I miss it. |
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| ..."so I'm gonna keep all these feelings inside, keep my dreams alive until the right time..." |
[Feb. 18th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
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| | I heart Eamon! | ] | Here I am at school again, wasting time on my break. I just checked my school email and found out some great news. My nite class has been cancelled for tonite! Yay! I'm so happy that I only have one class left to go:)
Before I get into my weekend, I have to talk about a dream I had last nite. I was kissing Eminem. Eminem? How weird. It was hot though but it's not like I ever think about Eminem so I thought it was a little strange that he popped up in my dream or is it?
I had a fun weekend. It started on Friday when bro and dief picked me up to go to the houston calls show. It turns out we got there a bit late and missed them so we left for Hoboken. Downside of the nite: Bro hit a huge pothole and banged up his tires. Upside: We had a fun drunken time at Bahama Mamas. Ate' and Lisa met us there. Bahamas wasn't poppin but we made it fun as usual.
Saturday was Valentine's Day. I cooked dinner for Jared, raviolis and salad, then I bought dessert at Applebees because he loves this cake that they make. It actually turned out pretty nicely. I'm not such a bad cook, I have potential just like I thought.
Sunday ummm haha yea. I had a nice Sunday:) Had some Heineken and great company.
Monday I went to Jared's because I had to get my system installed in my car the next morning.
Tuesday we got the system installed and it sounds really hot and looks even hotter.
Now I'm back to wasting away at school and work until next weekend. |
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| ..."she couldn't afford a car so she named her daughter alexus..." |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|04:56 pm] |
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| | Kayne's new album "College Dropout" | ] | I'm just wasting time at school waiting for my last class to start. I hate how long I have to be here on thursdays but I'd rather be at school than at work. So this weekend should be a fun time. Friday I'm suppose to go see Houston Calls do a show. Then who knows what after that. I took off from work on Saturday just to have a day off and cause I have lots of stuff to do for my valentine;) I don't have work or school monday and tuesday because of the holiday so Sunday I'm gonna do something. I can't wait until work is over on Friday and the weekend can begin. It's the first time in a long time that I dont have to wake up at 730 to get to work by 830. I'm excited. :)
I got my Kayne West cd. It's soooo hot. I love it. It's all I have been listening to lately. I can't wait until my system is finally installed because some songs on that cd are gonna sound really hot on it. I was suppose to have it done this past tuesday but circuit city was too busy for me. I'm definitely getting it done next tuesday though, can't wait.
Mary is gone. :( She's probably parting it up at Udel right now, having the time of her life. I hope she is anyway. She better be having a good time. Jen and I are probably gonna go down there and visit her after St. Patty's Day. Ahhh good times to be had this year.
I have nothing more to say and it is weird writing stuff in the computer room at school. I feel like people are looking over my shoulder. HaHa. ok bye. |
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| "Shake what you got in them jeans (them jeans), girl grab the wall then shake it like a dog..." |
[Feb. 1st, 2004|01:37 pm] |
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| | still sickkkk | ] |
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| | "I'll Be There For You" -Bon Jovi | ] | Today I must attend a superbowl party at the house of one of the craziest irish fellas I know. It should be an ok time, good food, lots of random people. I probably won't stay late, I'm still sick and not really in a partying mood.
My father works for GM in Linden and it is not looking good. If they don't get a product soon, they are gonna shut down. This means that they will have to move to where there is another plant in another state, looks like Indiana or Texas. I don't know if I would go or not, I want to be with my family but I don't want to leave new jersey. I guess it would all depend on my financial situation. As of now, there is no way I could make it on my own. Poppy tells me that it could be as soon as 2 years. I hope they don't have to leave but it doesn't look so good. One of the other plants in Wisconsin actually just got a product so maybe there is a chance for jersey, who knows. I don't wanna think about this right now, but it makes me a bit nervous. In two years things could be totally different though so I'm going to think positive. |
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| so i'm in a music video |
[Jan. 31st, 2004|02:02 pm] |
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| | "Conversations with the Wind" -Houston Calls | ] | I'm in a music video for this band The song is called "Conversations with the Wind". It's pretty hot. You can listen to it on the website somewhere. The concept of the video is really hot. They are some creative boys. If you have ever seen the movie, Sliding Doors with Gwentyth Paltrow, it has the same theme. The idea is the parallel tracking of two different destinies. It's essentially a what-if scenerio. One part is going to be in black and white and the other in color. The story is about a girl(who I play) and this guy(a friend of the band who is the lead singer of another band plays him). There is a "love scene" and that was interesting to film. HaHa. It's crazy what editing can do. He showed us some of the video that he edited and it looks really hot. Apparently the video is actually going to be part of a DVD that I think, Drive Thru records is releasing. I'm not sure it's them who is releasing it but I do know it's going to be on a DVD in stores one day. As you can see, I don't know much about what is going on with it, I just followed instructions and let him tape me. I'm not sure if they are done with me yet or not, guess I will find out. It was a really fun experience and I know the video is going to be really hot. Hey who knows, if they make it big, I will always be the girl in their first video. HaHa:) The video is probably going to be on their website when it's all finished so everyone better check it out and let me know how my "acting" is. hahaha i hope it's not that bad.
In other news, not that anything could be more interesting than that, my parents got me auto start for my car. It's a great present, I love it. I just press this button from my window and there my car is, getting toasty for me. I love them and their great ideas:)
I have a cold, again. It never ends. I'm babysitting the little evster tonite. Farewell. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2004|11:28 am] |
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| | my ringtones | ] | I saw the butterfly effect with Jared on saturday. Who would have thought that the same guy who is in dude, where's my car and plays Kelso on that 70's show could be so damn serious when neeeded. He did a fantastic job and I bet he will start getting alot more serious parts. The movie was so screwed up, like the events that took place, but it was a really good movie and really different.
I got my new phone. (thanks beb) It's so fun. I have all these hot ringers and the pictures are fun. I love everything about it. I've been playing with it for the past couple days.
Out of curiousity, what happened to the snow we were suppose to have and I wasn't going to have to go to work! ARggghh!
I was watching our home movies with my lil brother and sister last nite. Those things are so funny. I laughed so much at the stupid things we all said and how we looked. HaHa it was so cute. |
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| "so much wasted in the afternoon, so much sacred in the month of june, how bout you" |
[Jan. 23rd, 2004|05:43 pm] |
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| | spanish stuff from Cohiba hahaha just kidding | ] | Well I've had all my classes now and everything seems ok. I feel like I'm gonna have more work this semester than last. Maybe that's because I have something to do for almost every class already. :(
Last nite after my 6:00 class I went to Jennafa's apartment where I met up with her and Mary. Bro came to visit for a bit as well. Then big Bill and a couple of his friends came down and we headed to this nite club in Paterson called Cohiba. We had a pretty fun time. Joe Buddens performed and they played pretty good music. Bill got us crunked on some crazy bottles, ghetto juice. HaHa. Big bill does know how to have a good time. We will get to experience more of that at his superbowl party. :)
I'm getting my new phone tomorrow! I can't wait. Well actually Jared picked it up so I already have it, just not in my hands. I got the LG VX6000. |
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| i'm eating icecream cake |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|04:16 pm] |
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| | the fan of my heater at work | ] | So Lisa's apartment is pretty nice even though the girl who shares a room with her is a huge herb. HaHa. Oh well. It's nice to have someone to hang out with on my breaks. I can also go visit Jennafa. It's going to be a nice semester.
It's going to be weird on Friday. We are going to have an open discussion at work about this lady that none of us really like. She's a lazy waste, to put it nicely. The manager must have overheard us talking or somebody must have told her something because she wants us to talk about it. I hope she doesn't go home crying after we air out all of our feelings. HaHa. To top it off, we are suppose to be going out for dinner after work on Friday. I wonder if everyone will still wanna go. I'd rather go with the few people that I actually like anyways.
I need money! I have to freakin get another job or a second job so I can feed my partying habits. |
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| "I tried my best to feed her appetite, keep her coming every nite..." |
[Jan. 19th, 2004|04:52 pm] |
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| | "This Love" -Maroon 5 | ] | Second semester at Willy P starts tomorrow. I am so not looking forward to trying to park. ARGHHHH! Well I only have one class and then I'm going to see Lisa's apartment. can not wait!
Yesterday was fun, well except for the ride down there. We made it safe and sound though. Sis's apartment is really cute. We set her side of the room up really nice so she feels at home. I can't wait until she gets all settled in there and we start partying the semester away. HaHa. Most of all, I can't wait until this girl turns 21. Anyways, I think she's gonna have a lot of fun at school and it's nice to see her happy and on her own. Good job sissy!
I haven't done much all day. I'm at Jared's right now and he's still at work. I slept here last nite since I didn't feel like driving all the way home. I went shopping a little bit with Danielle but didn't get anything cause I'm broke obviously. Now I'm just waiting for this boy to get home. ok bye.
Random Quote: "I'll work you dawg!I'll f'ing work you! WORK YOU!" -CT (RW Paris)
I found out some great news. CT is going to be on RW/RR The Inferno. YESS! CT AND THE MIZ! I can't wait! |
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| "and it hurts my soul cause i can't let go all these walls are caving in i can't stop my suffering" |
[Jan. 17th, 2004|02:26 pm] |
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| | my girlfriend Christina | ] | Tonite I'm going to Red Lobster with jen and mary. I can't wait! I love that place. When we go, jen and me usually get this whole platter of stuff. It comes with a little of everything. CAN NOT WAIT!
Jen is leaving as of tomorrow. So sad:( Not really though because we won't be so far apart. I wish I could say more but unfortunately there is some freak that will never leave her alone that I'm sure reads this journal still. We are gonna have a lot of fun partying this semester! I also have my favorite waste, Lisa, at my school. She better make some friends that invite her to parties so I can join! HaHa. Great semester ahead of us. Random Quote: "She is a badass genius of singing! She was put on this earth to sing!" -Ron Fair on Christina Aguilera |
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[Jan. 14th, 2004|12:51 pm] |
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| | saved by the bell theme song | ] | I wish I was home every morning. Here's what the TV schedule is like: 9:00 A.M. on FX: Beverly Hills 90210 10:00 A.M. on TBS: Dawson's Creek 11:00 A.M. on TBS: another episode of Dawson's Creek 12:00 P.M.-1:00 P.M. on TBS: 2 episodes of Saved By The Bell
3 of the best shows in the world one after another after another after another. I love it!
Now I'm gonna go eat because I've worked up quite a hunger. HaHa. :) |
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| "Go Sarah, it's your birfday, we gonna party like it's your birfday, we gonna sip bacardi..." |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|11:13 pm] |
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| | happy birfday song | ] | I'm 22 today. Deuces Wild Baby!
I had a nice birthday weekend. On friday I went to Jared's and had a nice dinner with him, his sister, and her boyfriend. On saturday I went out with the girls and brother and Dief. We hit up Riverstreet once again and partied it up a bit. Then Sunday me and Jared went to Fridays where we met up with Jennafa, Mary, Ate', Aimee, and Stephanie. We had a very long dinner with a crappy waiter but it was still a nice time. Today on my actual birthday, I didn't do much. I slept at Jared's last nite so I just spent the day with him today and then Danielle bought me an icecream cake. It was a cute time.
I have to wait until the end of the month to get the present from my parents. I wonder what it is. My papa told me that it's not coming in until later this month because he had to special order it. He said he didn't know that it wasn't as popular as he thought and that it wouldn't be in the store. Hmmm.
Babe got me a system for my car. We will be hookin it up later this month. It's gonna be hot to have a nicer sound in my ride.
Mary got me a nice gift certificate and Mary and Jen got me a collage frame I think. I can't wait to see what pics they put in it:)
Goodbye 21 for good. It was a great year and I miss you already. I hope 22 tops you but if it doesn't, I will still be happy knowing what a great year 21 was. |
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| I wanna play xbox on ur floor say hi 2 ur roomate whos next door u dont have a dime but i dont mind |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|12:01 pm] |
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| | "California" -Phantom Planet (the OC is back in full effect) | ] | Here I am, sitting home on a Monday. Geez I wish I could do this more often but as soon as school starts, I'm back on my crazy schedule. Oh well. I like school though. I did great this past semester, 2 A's, a B+, and I'm waiting on a grade change from one of my classes because the professor obviously screwed up.
I had a good time in nyc with the family. I didn't get anything because nothing really caught my eye and we didn't really do any hard core shopping. We did go to a great place for lunch. It's called Gray's Papaya and there are like three in Manhattan. You get two hot dogs and a drink for $2 and change. Great freakin deal and great freakin hot dogs. The line was out the door the whole time we were there and it was a monday, wow. The only thing that sucked is that they don't have any seating. You gotta stand up and eat, they have counters to put your stuff down but no chairs. We had a nice time, I like going places with the fam.
New Years Eve, I stayed home. My parents had a party and we had family over. Jared, JennaFa, and Mary came over as well. My cousin and her boyfriend Joey were here. I actually had a pretty fun time. We did some drinking, lots of talking, lots of freakin good food. I don't think it's worth it to go out places where you have to spend this crazy amount of money to eat and drink when you can just do that at home for free. Plus the food isn't gonna be as good because they screw you over most of the time when they are ripping you off. So I would rather just stay home or go somewhere that is free. As long as you are with people you love, it doesn't matter where you are.
We went to Riverstreet yet again this past Saturday. We pregamed at our friend Jaymess. I had a good time but Riverstreet wasn't as poppin as usual. I've had better nites there.
I gotta learn to work my new scanner. It's weird. I think that's what I will go do now. |
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[Dec. 30th, 2003|11:03 pm] |
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Well tomorrow is New Year's Eve. It's around this time of year that I do my look back at the past year. ( So here goes 2003 ) |
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